I still don't know if that would be worth it...

The fact that a shinigami Mello's only known for a month or two could cause a falling-out like that with the only real friend I've had my whole life is...it's a little hurtful, you know. It took years for me to earn his trust, and here's this guy from another world--another realm--who did it in a few fucking weeks. What the hell does that say about us?

Besides, if I asked him to choose I'm really not sure he'd choose me.