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[themegaloo]

First off, poem: Titled Introspection

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Look at me.
I'm not what you think.
When you can't really see,
It makes my heart sink.

Sometimes I feel I could stand at the summit,
And yet so often of late,
my heart seems to plummet.

It's living a lie,
It's having to hide.
It's wishing you knew what I felt deep inside.

I'm just what you wanted,
You think I'm quite perfect.
Maybe once I was what you thought,
But I can't be too sure of it.

Look at me now,
Look in and look deep.
Don't stop at the surface.
Do you like what you see?

Look at me!
Just look at me please!
Just see who I am,
And not what you want me to be.

See who I am...
...and not who I was.

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And now, how geeky of an LJer am I?

The Ultimate LiveJournal Obsession Test
Category	Your Score	Average LJer
Community Attachment	50.54% There's a party in your comments page, and everyone's invited!	22.42%
MemeSheepage	57.89% I am but one quiz among millions. My brethren surround me on the page.	28.01%
Original Content	72.58% Newsweek, People, and LilaPotter's journal	38.18%
Psychodrama Quotient	30.12% Known to go off without warning	17.2%
Attention Whoring	47.73% You'd sell your mother for another three friends	20.93%
Take The Ultimate LiveJournal Obsession Test and see how you match up!