I can't handle this, okay? Stop it.

[themegaloo]

If I get one more piece of bad news. Oh my god. Look, I'm a pretty stable person. I don't let much get to me. But even I have limits of the number of shocks and down right shitty shit I can intake in 48 hours.

Yesterday Carie was in tears because she and her boyfriend are officially over.
I was in tears over Mary.
Bailey ended up in tears because her dad sent her a horrid email claiming he never abused her and her sisters and calling her mom a bitch, etc.
Today I get in from rehearsal to the news that Carie's cousin's dad [that's how she described him, I don't know what that makes him] committed suicide in her cousin's car.
I come on LJ and find out about anjenue, who I didn't know personally but seeing all the hurt on my friendslist from her loss is just devastating.

I'm just waiting for the next boulder to fall. We can't handle anymore of this in my apartment. It's not fair, it's not right. I hate it when people die too young, whatever the reason and it usually does really hit me but right now...It's like emotional overload.

If anyone else has bad news for me, I'm running.

I'm so sorry to those of you who lost a dear friend. I don't even have words anymore.

♥