A few things!

[themegaloo]

Firstly, I finally remembered the other amusing story I had intended to relate yesterday:

So, for like, ALL OF LAST YEAR, including the summer, I lived on the third floor, backside of the building. Well, back as in "the side not facing campus," because if you're ON that side it would seem to be the front and all, but for simplicity's sake, I'm calling it the backside of the building

Then a few weeks ago I moved to the SECOND floor on the [relative] frontside of the SAME building. [Not sharing space with so many people so it's smaller and I like it <3 Plus my roommate? Completely fabulous. Only awkward point is the ex-boyfriend across the hall who FLEES, apparently, when he seens me. =/]

So yesterday, walking in from class, etc, so on, so forth, dullness, listening to music and then....then I realize I'm five steps from the third floor on the [relative] backside of the building!

So, naturally, I face palm and waltz around the third floor and go down the steps next to my room. I know, it's not a thrilling story in the least, but I know some people will want to taunt me with it at least!

Other Notable Happenings:
1. Look at my previous entry. Look at the number of comments [currently 167]. I have -never in my life- had that many comments to a post in my LJ. Ever. My inbox? It died. I have it going through Thunderbird, checking like, every minute, I believe for that account and I was getting comment notifications in groups of between 4 and 6 every few minutes for a while. I loved it! *amused*
2. I do solemnly swear not to call Matt adorable.
3. Does anyone know where I can find jeans with like, striped [via seams] pant legs?
4. ...brain died. I swear there was more. Why does this always happen to me?! *headdesk*

Comments

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

I don't know. Maybe. I don't want to just invite myself over or be a burden or anything, though, and I can take care of myself, I just...we were supposed to go on a vacation, you know? As soon as we caught Kira. Now...I don't know what he wants to do now.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

I'm sure there's someone out there who wouldn't mind your company...obviously you can take care of yourself, yes, but it can suck being alone. And ouch, seriously ouch. And with the uncertainty about what will happen and all...*frowns* I really do hope you still have that time.

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

I don't think he'd like it if I left, though. He doesn't like anything I don't do with him. But if I stay...I hate staying in the apartment when Mello's not there, it just feels empty and...vulnerable. I might be better off going to England or something.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

He's going on vacation and you can't even leave the flat? Um, not that it's any of my business, sorry, but that doesn't make sense.

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

It's not that I can't leave--he'd never try and stop me if I did--it's just that he won't like it. He's got it in his head that I won't come back.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

...is that actually a danger?

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

No. I've never left him before--for anything. I was stupid once and threatened that I might, but all that did was destroy his trust in me; he hasn't changed anything at all. I don't know what to do. I probably shouldn't be complaining to you like this.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

Do you know, this is 100 comments in this single chain? Well, 101 once I post this.

I don't mind, honestly. I mightn't be able to give much advice/comfort...which is what I usually tend to do for my friends, but I can't help wanting to try. Surely he still trusts you, despite it, maybe it's more of a fear than a lack of trust?

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

Haha, that's amusing.

I don't need "comfort" or whatever, I'm fine. And he shouldn't be afraid; he has no reason to be and I've told him that. I don't know why he won't believe me.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

What's also amusing is I've been waiting and watching for it. Or maybe that's just sad.

I know you don't, but that doesn't stop me from wishing there was something I could do. Because I rather like you. Just as a person, yanno?

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

I honestly haven't been paying attention, but now that you bring it up it is pretty funny. :D

Well...thank you. I appreciate it, but I really don't think they're much you can do. Thanks anywya, though.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

I just can't believe that in all that time no ...squishing natures of fangirls have jumped in.

You're welcome, and I figured tehre wasn't, but at least wanted you to know that I would if there were. The other thing I'm prone to doing is ordering people to eat chocolate because, well, it's chocolate and a good comfort food and tastey to boot, but that seems more something for Mello than you. nyah. I hope it all...is set to rights and all.

[chocomachinegun.livejournal.com]

Didn't I already tell you that I still want to go on vacation with you? I do, you know. Why would I have changed my mind? You're still important to me! Aren't I with you, too? Don't you live with me? Haven't I made it clear that I want to continue to do so? I love you, even when you're an idiot.

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

I--Mello...You weren't supposed to wander in here.

[chocomachinegun.livejournal.com]

Matt...

You didn't filter it... and it's not like this is the first time I've read this journal. Surely you knew it was possible. But I'm sorry. I'll leave this thread again if you want me to.

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

Mello...

What do you want me to say? It's not like anything I do will change your mind about Hitsugaya, and I don't...I don't want to, not if he makes you happy...So what, then?

[chocomachinegun.livejournal.com]

I don't know, dammit! But I still love you and want to be with you, too! And I hate seeing you hurt and unhappy! I want... you deserve to be happy.

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

Well so do you! And if that means being with a shinigami too, well...then you should. I have no right to interfere in that.

[chocomachinegun.livejournal.com]

Is there any way I can at least make you feel better about it? Something, anything?

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

Mello...no. But you shouldn't worry about me, you should do what you want. It's not my business anyway.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

You know, this really isn't going to help you, just letting everything go like this, how you feel is important too.

Sorry for butting in.

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

What Mello does is up to Mello, not me.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

Well, of course it is, but he's sitting here trying to make things better, he obviously cares, you obviously matter enough for him to want to do that...so why won't you let him?

He doesn't want to hurt you, but he has, and you just..just turning into jello and taking it, that really doesn't fix anything at all.

[chocomachinegun.livejournal.com]

Of course I'm going to worry about you, idiot! Did you ever stop worrying about me just because I told you to?

But you're unhappy! How can it not be your business? Arrgh! You're so frustrating!

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

Well I'm not trying to be! What the hell do you want me to do, Mello? Whine? What the hell is that going to solve?

You don't have to worry about me! I'm fine, dammit!