A few things!

[themegaloo]

Firstly, I finally remembered the other amusing story I had intended to relate yesterday:

So, for like, ALL OF LAST YEAR, including the summer, I lived on the third floor, backside of the building. Well, back as in "the side not facing campus," because if you're ON that side it would seem to be the front and all, but for simplicity's sake, I'm calling it the backside of the building

Then a few weeks ago I moved to the SECOND floor on the [relative] frontside of the SAME building. [Not sharing space with so many people so it's smaller and I like it <3 Plus my roommate? Completely fabulous. Only awkward point is the ex-boyfriend across the hall who FLEES, apparently, when he seens me. =/]

So yesterday, walking in from class, etc, so on, so forth, dullness, listening to music and then....then I realize I'm five steps from the third floor on the [relative] backside of the building!

So, naturally, I face palm and waltz around the third floor and go down the steps next to my room. I know, it's not a thrilling story in the least, but I know some people will want to taunt me with it at least!

Other Notable Happenings:
1. Look at my previous entry. Look at the number of comments [currently 167]. I have -never in my life- had that many comments to a post in my LJ. Ever. My inbox? It died. I have it going through Thunderbird, checking like, every minute, I believe for that account and I was getting comment notifications in groups of between 4 and 6 every few minutes for a while. I loved it! *amused*
2. I do solemnly swear not to call Matt adorable.
3. Does anyone know where I can find jeans with like, striped [via seams] pant legs?
4. ...brain died. I swear there was more. Why does this always happen to me?! *headdesk*

Comments

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

Well we obviously don't work all that well together or we wouldn't have died. Christ. He should keep himself safe, at least for a little while. He'd be safe in that Soul Society place, I think. With that--that shinigami he's...dating.

Too many.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

Well, on a hopeful note, that certainly isn't a certain knowledge you had in the manga. Sure, it was a possibilities. But you have access to more and different information, perhaps it will make a difference.

so he's with...both of you?

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know. I think we've already lived past...it. I don't know; Mello read the manga thing, but I don't want to. It's too weird.

I don't know what he is.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

He did? Yeah, that would be rather odd. But I do hope it gives you an advantage.

that has to be horribly confusing. =/

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

Me too. It's helped us avoid certain...events, anyway.

He won't--The shinigami--Mello--*sigh* I don't know what to do. What am I supposed to do? He's going on a vacation with him soon, I think, for at least a few days...am I just supposed to wait for him alone and hold off Kira by myself?

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

Well, good.

I don't think...there's a set protocol for this. Adn I guess. I guess that's a damn good question. Sitting on your ass could be. Not good. Could you, likesay, stay with someone?

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

I don't know. Maybe. I don't want to just invite myself over or be a burden or anything, though, and I can take care of myself, I just...we were supposed to go on a vacation, you know? As soon as we caught Kira. Now...I don't know what he wants to do now.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

I'm sure there's someone out there who wouldn't mind your company...obviously you can take care of yourself, yes, but it can suck being alone. And ouch, seriously ouch. And with the uncertainty about what will happen and all...*frowns* I really do hope you still have that time.

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

I don't think he'd like it if I left, though. He doesn't like anything I don't do with him. But if I stay...I hate staying in the apartment when Mello's not there, it just feels empty and...vulnerable. I might be better off going to England or something.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

He's going on vacation and you can't even leave the flat? Um, not that it's any of my business, sorry, but that doesn't make sense.

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

It's not that I can't leave--he'd never try and stop me if I did--it's just that he won't like it. He's got it in his head that I won't come back.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

...is that actually a danger?

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

No. I've never left him before--for anything. I was stupid once and threatened that I might, but all that did was destroy his trust in me; he hasn't changed anything at all. I don't know what to do. I probably shouldn't be complaining to you like this.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

Do you know, this is 100 comments in this single chain? Well, 101 once I post this.

I don't mind, honestly. I mightn't be able to give much advice/comfort...which is what I usually tend to do for my friends, but I can't help wanting to try. Surely he still trusts you, despite it, maybe it's more of a fear than a lack of trust?

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

Haha, that's amusing.

I don't need "comfort" or whatever, I'm fine. And he shouldn't be afraid; he has no reason to be and I've told him that. I don't know why he won't believe me.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

What's also amusing is I've been waiting and watching for it. Or maybe that's just sad.

I know you don't, but that doesn't stop me from wishing there was something I could do. Because I rather like you. Just as a person, yanno?

[chocomachinegun.livejournal.com]

Didn't I already tell you that I still want to go on vacation with you? I do, you know. Why would I have changed my mind? You're still important to me! Aren't I with you, too? Don't you live with me? Haven't I made it clear that I want to continue to do so? I love you, even when you're an idiot.

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

I--Mello...You weren't supposed to wander in here.

[chocomachinegun.livejournal.com]

Matt...

You didn't filter it... and it's not like this is the first time I've read this journal. Surely you knew it was possible. But I'm sorry. I'll leave this thread again if you want me to.

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

Mello...

What do you want me to say? It's not like anything I do will change your mind about Hitsugaya, and I don't...I don't want to, not if he makes you happy...So what, then?

[chocomachinegun.livejournal.com]

I don't know, dammit! But I still love you and want to be with you, too! And I hate seeing you hurt and unhappy! I want... you deserve to be happy.

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

Well so do you! And if that means being with a shinigami too, well...then you should. I have no right to interfere in that.

[chocomachinegun.livejournal.com]

Is there any way I can at least make you feel better about it? Something, anything?

[popcornlasers.livejournal.com]

Mello...no. But you shouldn't worry about me, you should do what you want. It's not my business anyway.

[themegaloo.livejournal.com]

You know, this really isn't going to help you, just letting everything go like this, how you feel is important too.

Sorry for butting in.